new year resolution? nothing?

new year resolution?

everyone talked about new year resolution.... this year, i seemed to have no determined new year resolution.... life is so bored nowadays... ever since i switched to current job, i am so free.... until the extent i lost my direction... dunno how shall i carry on for the rest of my life... no ambition also..... i know i am not suitable in becoming those successful career woman.... no enough $$$ to go traveling... n the worst is i am just too free now.... even though i am so free, still got no time to go dating.... coz my bf is super busy... life as an auditor...

i was an auditor as well.... i understand the term "busy"..... last time is busy till no personal life.... nowadays even i got my personal life, but got nothing much to do.... i guess i must have been losing lots of close frens' in touch while being an auditor.... i always try to be understanding, understand the workload and pressures faced by my bf....but understand is just a theory thingy....practical wise, i am hard to achieve the "understanding" criteria.... i knew he's super busy and stressed.... but just cant control my temper and anger while he keep me waiting too long for his jobs sometimes....sighz... i think the problem is just on my side......i shall switch job lar...switch to some busy job perhaps.....but of coz not to the extent as busy as my previous auditor job last time.... nway, this is just my foolish thought....dont think the current economy situation still hiring ppl like last time.... everywhere oso freeze employment....:(

cny is approaching soon.... no mood to shop.... coz no extra $$ to spend as well... and no fit bodyline to buy clothes oso....my weight gain a lot recently....until i oso no eye see myself d.....wanna have some new year resolution for 2009...such as diet or keep fit....uncertain feeling about my future in terms of career and love life.... sometimes i would feel everything is great, but sometimes i would feel that everything is so depressed... sighz oso dunno what i want actually... i think i oso making my self complicated....maybe i would just have to clear
my mind and think nothing... if there's the best solution....