today is the day d....teoh just left klia.....on his flight to sydney now.....really upset that he is not around me anymore....for this 1 or 2 year..... am i really gonna get through this period easily....can be tougher just like that.....really no idea.....i just know that i miss him so much now d.....no one to call when i upset, no one to call before i go to bed, no one to give morning call, no one to watch movie with.....there are too many things that we done together here.....at least he will try to provide me what i want....try to please me...try to pujuk me...even though not at his fault sometimes.....really miss him a lot here.....really hope that this period will over soon...and he can finished his master and get a good job there....and if possible, when the economy not in downturn, i can look for job and work there also...at least can be together.....not long distance....
though i know there is always msn webcam, skype, etc..but the feeling is different wan...that no one there is for u to lean on..when u need him the most......i cant just drive to subang whenever i want....and he oso cant find me anytime he wants d.....really miss him lots here.......wish that i can see him soon...or he can fly back soon too.....
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
exhausted...upset...
Felt very exhausted lately....dunno why.....seems like forever not enough sleep....tired to work, tired to think, tired to drive, tired to talk, tired to go out, tired to chat on phone...dunno whats wrong with me lately.....
3 more weeks countdown.....another 3 weeks, gotta get used the lifestyle without teoh....sighz....how ler....really upset that he is going to sydney....upset that we gotta get stucked in the "long distance relationship" later....some of my fren said is alrite....maybe even better, coz can enjoy single lifestyle, enjoy the freedom.....but some would said that LDR doesnt really work.... might even ruin the r/ship....sighz....i oso dunno what will happen in the future....just felt like spending every moment with him now....but i still got job....i gotta work...sad case....and both of us got no $$$ to travel around like others as well....and yet, we only got limited time to the 3 weeks also....sighz...3 weeks....not even 1 month.....just pray for the best that i would really really survive.....for our LDR....
3 more weeks countdown.....another 3 weeks, gotta get used the lifestyle without teoh....sighz....how ler....really upset that he is going to sydney....upset that we gotta get stucked in the "long distance relationship" later....some of my fren said is alrite....maybe even better, coz can enjoy single lifestyle, enjoy the freedom.....but some would said that LDR doesnt really work.... might even ruin the r/ship....sighz....i oso dunno what will happen in the future....just felt like spending every moment with him now....but i still got job....i gotta work...sad case....and both of us got no $$$ to travel around like others as well....and yet, we only got limited time to the 3 weeks also....sighz...3 weeks....not even 1 month.....just pray for the best that i would really really survive.....for our LDR....
Thursday, January 15, 2009
new year resolution? nothing?
new year resolution?
everyone talked about new year resolution.... this year, i seemed to have no determined new year resolution.... life is so bored nowadays... ever since i switched to current job, i am so free.... until the extent i lost my direction... dunno how shall i carry on for the rest of my life... no ambition also..... i know i am not suitable in becoming those successful career woman.... no enough $$$ to go traveling... n the worst is i am just too free now.... even though i am so free, still got no time to go dating.... coz my bf is super busy... life as an auditor...
i was an auditor as well.... i understand the term "busy"..... last time is busy till no personal life.... nowadays even i got my personal life, but got nothing much to do.... i guess i must have been losing lots of close frens' in touch while being an auditor.... i always try to be understanding, understand the workload and pressures faced by my bf....but understand is just a theory thingy....practical wise, i am hard to achieve the "understanding" criteria.... i knew he's super busy and stressed.... but just cant control my temper and anger while he keep me waiting too long for his jobs sometimes....sighz... i think the problem is just on my side......i shall switch job lar...switch to some busy job perhaps.....but of coz not to the extent as busy as my previous auditor job last time.... nway, this is just my foolish thought....dont think the current economy situation still hiring ppl like last time.... everywhere oso freeze employment....:(
cny is approaching soon.... no mood to shop.... coz no extra $$ to spend as well... and no fit bodyline to buy clothes oso....my weight gain a lot recently....until i oso no eye see myself d.....wanna have some new year resolution for 2009...such as diet or keep fit....uncertain feeling about my future in terms of career and love life.... sometimes i would feel everything is great, but sometimes i would feel that everything is so depressed... sighz oso dunno what i want actually... i think i oso making my self complicated....maybe i would just have to clear
my mind and think nothing... if there's the best solution....
everyone talked about new year resolution.... this year, i seemed to have no determined new year resolution.... life is so bored nowadays... ever since i switched to current job, i am so free.... until the extent i lost my direction... dunno how shall i carry on for the rest of my life... no ambition also..... i know i am not suitable in becoming those successful career woman.... no enough $$$ to go traveling... n the worst is i am just too free now.... even though i am so free, still got no time to go dating.... coz my bf is super busy... life as an auditor...
i was an auditor as well.... i understand the term "busy"..... last time is busy till no personal life.... nowadays even i got my personal life, but got nothing much to do.... i guess i must have been losing lots of close frens' in touch while being an auditor.... i always try to be understanding, understand the workload and pressures faced by my bf....but understand is just a theory thingy....practical wise, i am hard to achieve the "understanding" criteria.... i knew he's super busy and stressed.... but just cant control my temper and anger while he keep me waiting too long for his jobs sometimes....sighz... i think the problem is just on my side......i shall switch job lar...switch to some busy job perhaps.....but of coz not to the extent as busy as my previous auditor job last time.... nway, this is just my foolish thought....dont think the current economy situation still hiring ppl like last time.... everywhere oso freeze employment....:(
cny is approaching soon.... no mood to shop.... coz no extra $$ to spend as well... and no fit bodyline to buy clothes oso....my weight gain a lot recently....until i oso no eye see myself d.....wanna have some new year resolution for 2009...such as diet or keep fit....uncertain feeling about my future in terms of career and love life.... sometimes i would feel everything is great, but sometimes i would feel that everything is so depressed... sighz oso dunno what i want actually... i think i oso making my self complicated....maybe i would just have to clear
my mind and think nothing... if there's the best solution....
Monday, December 15, 2008
BeLLy DaNCinG
Too free again today, go and surf net...and interested in BELLY DANCING...haha...what to do...really gain lots of weight nowadays...the only thing that i'm interested to do to lose my weight now is go dance.....and my fren said thsi is a good way to shape body and lose weight oso....
"BODIES SWAYING RHYTHMICALLY, WOMEN DANCED WITH FLUID GRACE IN TIME TO THE LIVELY BEAT OF THE DRUMS"....as per quoted from one of the internet website....i think most of the thngs is about shaking and shaking and shaking... seems like shake away all ur fats...hehe..hope so lar...
belly dance emphasize on muscular 'isolations', build the strength in arm, leg, shoulder, and also finger movement..and the main point is it can burn as much calories as jogging, swimming or riding a bike...belly dance is also good for improved posture and muscle toning, weight loss, preparation for child birth, and also stress reduction...hehe...all these facts oso quoted from the newspaper articles wan...
so hope my belly dancing class in 2009 will be accomplished alr..hahaha...if i ever go to the class, hope can reduce my weight SIGNIFICANTLY ...:P
"BODIES SWAYING RHYTHMICALLY, WOMEN DANCED WITH FLUID GRACE IN TIME TO THE LIVELY BEAT OF THE DRUMS"....as per quoted from one of the internet website....i think most of the thngs is about shaking and shaking and shaking... seems like shake away all ur fats...hehe..hope so lar...
belly dance emphasize on muscular 'isolations', build the strength in arm, leg, shoulder, and also finger movement..and the main point is it can burn as much calories as jogging, swimming or riding a bike...belly dance is also good for improved posture and muscle toning, weight loss, preparation for child birth, and also stress reduction...hehe...all these facts oso quoted from the newspaper articles wan...
so hope my belly dancing class in 2009 will be accomplished alr..hahaha...if i ever go to the class, hope can reduce my weight SIGNIFICANTLY ...:P
Saturday, December 6, 2008
study...can kill me all the time
i love study leave...but hate to study....how i wish i can just utilize these leave to go and play, have fun all the time.....
my exam is in less than 48hours...and as usual, i have not finished studied....dunno why i will always get a depression mode....whenever i study "too hard"...well, at least this week i really hard.....
i have been enjoying a lot in the first 2 weeks...:)
first week: relax, watch tv, go malacca with teoh just for makan trip....
2nd week: i'm totally in my bd mood...coz my bd 29 november..hehe...cant wait to celebrate my bd...
3rd week: which is now...upset period...study time...for 2 subjects....how am i going to survive....nway, just study all the best this week...then exam next week lor...hehe
these are some of the memorable pics during my bd that i've have taken....which i unable to upload when i blogging in office....let me share share with u guys...:)
my exam is in less than 48hours...and as usual, i have not finished studied....dunno why i will always get a depression mode....whenever i study "too hard"...well, at least this week i really hard.....
i have been enjoying a lot in the first 2 weeks...:)
first week: relax, watch tv, go malacca with teoh just for makan trip....
2nd week: i'm totally in my bd mood...coz my bd 29 november..hehe...cant wait to celebrate my bd...
3rd week: which is now...upset period...study time...for 2 subjects....how am i going to survive....nway, just study all the best this week...then exam next week lor...hehe
these are some of the memorable pics during my bd that i've have taken....which i unable to upload when i blogging in office....let me share share with u guys...:)
Monday, November 3, 2008
yummy meals !!
last weekend was a great week to me....... i have been eating continuously..... well, its just for the simple reason, my bf's bd....let me share my gorgeous dinner with u ppl.....i hope my words can explain well..... but i think pictures of the food would tell better....nway, hopefully u ppl can use ur imagination ya.....
i) 31/10/2008 - Euro Deli at Damansara
We have celebrated JJ and Teoh's Bd together..... to their BLATHErHOOD.....both of them were borned on the same day same month...but not the same year....of coz, JJ is the OLDER one...the TAI KOH...:p....though he doesnt want to born on the same day as Teoh.....:p...what to do.... is fate.....and is JODOH....:)
The sausages are very tempting.....for those sausage lovers like my "babe" JENNY SOO, you ppl will love the place very well....coz i think the sausages are kinda yummy....i guess both JJ and teoh were quite happy on that day lar....coz they can receive presents..... teoh receive 2 pairs of cufflinks, bookmark, and cardholder from his beloved "brothers" and "sisters' while.... JJ receive a belt....hmm...i wonder whether the belt can fit him or not...coz he is a real real thin guy....i think shall buy him a string instead ar...haha...save money also...
ii) 1/11/2008 - Vencenzo at one bangsar
I love this place, the ambience is good, with its dim lighting and upbeat of spanish music (i guess) background...and the food is good too.... we ordered a wagyu beef steak and a rib-eye steak.... both steaks were tender and juicy, in a garlic butter sauce...yummy.... as for the starters, we ordered the escargot and also a soup...cant remember what the soup called....but it was absolutely great taste.... and not to forget, my favourite dessert - cake... we ordered a chocolate malt cake.... coz we just had tiramisu at the day before....though tiramisu is always my favourite....:) hmm...i love the warm chocolate filling.... i think is better than chillies chocolate malted cake.....Been taking lots of pictures of the food and the place....can log into my facebook and have a look kay...i recommend this restaurant for u ppl to go next time.... thumbs up!!..:)
iii) 2/11/2008 - Michealangelo at Solaris Mont Kiara
This is another good dining place d for italian meal as well.... the ambience was also great.... i've shared the escargot with teoh... it was great too....but i still prefer the escargot in Monte's - BSC.... i think thats the best.... i've ordered a sizzling marinara spaghetti....wow....is a really big portion....i think can share for 2 persons.... while teoh ordered spaghetti with chicken....oso kinda big portion....but not as scary as mine....felt quite embarassed that day...coz cant even finished half of the spaghetti...i just managed to finish all the seafood only.... after the main course, his dad ordered the dessert - tiramisu and chocolate cake as well.... yummy....though i cant finish my main course...i can finish the desserts... hahaah....what to do, i am the dessert queen mar...hahaha
i) 31/10/2008 - Euro Deli at Damansara
We have celebrated JJ and Teoh's Bd together..... to their BLATHErHOOD.....both of them were borned on the same day same month...but not the same year....of coz, JJ is the OLDER one...the TAI KOH...:p....though he doesnt want to born on the same day as Teoh.....:p...what to do.... is fate.....and is JODOH....:)
The sausages are very tempting.....for those sausage lovers like my "babe" JENNY SOO, you ppl will love the place very well....coz i think the sausages are kinda yummy....i guess both JJ and teoh were quite happy on that day lar....coz they can receive presents..... teoh receive 2 pairs of cufflinks, bookmark, and cardholder from his beloved "brothers" and "sisters' while.... JJ receive a belt....hmm...i wonder whether the belt can fit him or not...coz he is a real real thin guy....i think shall buy him a string instead ar...haha...save money also...
ii) 1/11/2008 - Vencenzo at one bangsar
I love this place, the ambience is good, with its dim lighting and upbeat of spanish music (i guess) background...and the food is good too.... we ordered a wagyu beef steak and a rib-eye steak.... both steaks were tender and juicy, in a garlic butter sauce...yummy.... as for the starters, we ordered the escargot and also a soup...cant remember what the soup called....but it was absolutely great taste.... and not to forget, my favourite dessert - cake... we ordered a chocolate malt cake.... coz we just had tiramisu at the day before....though tiramisu is always my favourite....:) hmm...i love the warm chocolate filling.... i think is better than chillies chocolate malted cake.....Been taking lots of pictures of the food and the place....can log into my facebook and have a look kay...i recommend this restaurant for u ppl to go next time.... thumbs up!!..:)
iii) 2/11/2008 - Michealangelo at Solaris Mont Kiara
This is another good dining place d for italian meal as well.... the ambience was also great.... i've shared the escargot with teoh... it was great too....but i still prefer the escargot in Monte's - BSC.... i think thats the best.... i've ordered a sizzling marinara spaghetti....wow....is a really big portion....i think can share for 2 persons.... while teoh ordered spaghetti with chicken....oso kinda big portion....but not as scary as mine....felt quite embarassed that day...coz cant even finished half of the spaghetti...i just managed to finish all the seafood only.... after the main course, his dad ordered the dessert - tiramisu and chocolate cake as well.... yummy....though i cant finish my main course...i can finish the desserts... hahaah....what to do, i am the dessert queen mar...hahaha
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
NUDIBRANCH
Learnt a new word today...nudibranch...let me share with you ppl....of coz i not so smart lar...taken from the website wan...:P
Nudibranchs belong to sea slugs. As all other gastropods, they are slow moving bottom dwellers. They have soft bodies and most of them lack an external protective shell. Their secondary gills are exposed outside, as reflected by their neo-latin/greek name "nudibranch" meaning "nude/naked gills".
Some nudibranchs have numerous body projections (called "cerata") increasing the overall body surface and enhancing breathing. Nudibranchs carry a pair of horn-like cephalic tentacles or "rhinophores" at the front, that are used primarily as chemosensory organs (sensing chemicals). To protect themselves from predators many developed toxic or bad tasting glands in the skin, and their bright colors warn predators of their horrible taste.
Nature's boundless creativity, that produced these unpredictable forms and color patterns, keeps surprising and stimulating your imagination. Fortunately these animals are so diverse, that there is little risk that you will see all of them... and get bored. Nudibranchs cannot be taken away or preserved - they loose their shape and colors. This protects the beautiful creatures from the risk of being fished out by tourists, collectors or for sale. The best way to bring a nudibranch home with you is to take a photograph. They cannot be kept in an aquarium because of their narrow dietary range and maybe other factors such as icroelements, system stability and etc.
Maybe some of you already knew what is NUDIBRANCH...but to me is a brand new item ... hehe...what to do, i just alert to food usually.....:p....gotta know this through my colleague, he loves diving....nudibranch is the sea living things that he loves to look into it while diving....he showed me this national graphic magazine with lots of wonder pictures in it....wow...i wish i can take picture with the nudibranch oso...hhehe...
unable to upload pics in office....will share with u ppl next time kay....:)
Nudibranchs belong to sea slugs. As all other gastropods, they are slow moving bottom dwellers. They have soft bodies and most of them lack an external protective shell. Their secondary gills are exposed outside, as reflected by their neo-latin/greek name "nudibranch" meaning "nude/naked gills".
Some nudibranchs have numerous body projections (called "cerata") increasing the overall body surface and enhancing breathing. Nudibranchs carry a pair of horn-like cephalic tentacles or "rhinophores" at the front, that are used primarily as chemosensory organs (sensing chemicals). To protect themselves from predators many developed toxic or bad tasting glands in the skin, and their bright colors warn predators of their horrible taste.
Nature's boundless creativity, that produced these unpredictable forms and color patterns, keeps surprising and stimulating your imagination. Fortunately these animals are so diverse, that there is little risk that you will see all of them... and get bored. Nudibranchs cannot be taken away or preserved - they loose their shape and colors. This protects the beautiful creatures from the risk of being fished out by tourists, collectors or for sale. The best way to bring a nudibranch home with you is to take a photograph. They cannot be kept in an aquarium because of their narrow dietary range and maybe other factors such as icroelements, system stability and etc.
Maybe some of you already knew what is NUDIBRANCH...but to me is a brand new item ... hehe...what to do, i just alert to food usually.....:p....gotta know this through my colleague, he loves diving....nudibranch is the sea living things that he loves to look into it while diving....he showed me this national graphic magazine with lots of wonder pictures in it....wow...i wish i can take picture with the nudibranch oso...hhehe...
unable to upload pics in office....will share with u ppl next time kay....:)
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