today is the day d....teoh just left klia.....on his flight to sydney now.....really upset that he is not around me anymore....for this 1 or 2 year..... am i really gonna get through this period easily....can be tougher just like that.....really no idea.....i just know that i miss him so much now d.....no one to call when i upset, no one to call before i go to bed, no one to give morning call, no one to watch movie with.....there are too many things that we done together here.....at least he will try to provide me what i want....try to please me...try to pujuk me...even though not at his fault sometimes.....really miss him a lot here.....really hope that this period will over soon...and he can finished his master and get a good job there....and if possible, when the economy not in downturn, i can look for job and work there also...at least can be together.....not long distance....
though i know there is always msn webcam, skype, etc..but the feeling is different wan...that no one there is for u to lean on..when u need him the most......i cant just drive to subang whenever i want....and he oso cant find me anytime he wants d.....really miss him lots here.......wish that i can see him soon...or he can fly back soon too.....
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